I had good conversation today.
Wednesday reality hit me and I broke down.
Yesterday I hung out with old friends.
Today I am not sure who to trust, or rather, who not to trust.
I have a hard time keeping my mouth shut. I have a hard time not speaking my mind. I cannot go on without bringing this up, I will never be able to simply be myself, our friendship will never be the same. I will always wonder if it is really true, and I will probably continue to think that it is true because it makes too much sense to be lies.
Now, I’m in class.
My mind is all over the place.
Tonight is my birthday get together… and thse thoughts are consuming me.. I need to let them go, at least for tonight.
Lord help me.
Yeah they’re friends,
it’s like a sport though
Stabbing backs,
stab me more friend
Free.
Can someone set me free?
Cause someone said it was easy… yeah, they said it was easy.
